COME WITH ME

Come with me today..
Let us forget this pain and misery
Let me show you the way
Where we can find our new destiny

Come with me right now..
Let us not be resigned to fate
I can show you..just exactly how
Things can be perfect again..things can be great

Come with me tomorrow..
Take your time ..I will wait
Coz I can show you just where to go
Where there's only love..no more hate

Come with me into eternity..
Let us leave this anger behind
Once again we would be happy
And our lives would be just fine

Come with me into oblivion..
We can forget the world we once know
Let us explore new horizons
And enjoy a better tomorrow

A CRYING PRAYER

Dear God please
I don't have no more will to fight
Or suffer those sleepless nights

Dear God please
I can't stand anymore pain
Please release me from these chains

Dear God please
My heart bleeds in this agony
I can't understand this burning misery

Dear God please
How much longer will it take?
Cause I'm just about ready to fall and break

Dear God please
Why did this happen again?
For I did learn..I did refrain

Dear God please
Why do I feel so numb and empty?
Is this how it will always be?

Dear God please
I'm devoid of faith and hope
Just hanging on to dear life on this thin rope

Dear God please
I don't know how much more I can take
Before I lie and never wake

Dear God please
Are you even out there?
Are you looking down on us?
Lending us your ear?
For I've searched for you
From time to time
Looking for some answers..
Looking for the sublime

Dear God please
I don't know what else to do
For I'm nothing but a ghost looking for you..

OUR MAKE BELIEVE WORLD..

Can we pretend just a little while
And say everything is okay
Can we pretend just a little while
Another minute, another day?

Can we pretend just a little while
And watch the clock unwind
Can we pretend just a little while
That I can make believe that you are still mine?

Can we pretend just a little while
To make things what they used to be
Can we pretend just a little while
That your eyes still shine when you see me?

Can we pretend just a little while
That those words.. they didn't cut deep
Can we pretend just a little while
We never cried..we never weep?

Can we pretend just a little while
Our beautiful memories are still here
Can we pretend just a little while
Make all the pain and heartache disappear?

Can we pretend just a little while
That hopes and dreams do come true
Can we pretend just a little while
That yours and mine have and will too?

Can we pretend just a little while
That there will be a better day
Can we pretend just a little while
That this time around..you will stay?

Can we just pretend..just a little while longer
And immerse ourselves in this great fantasy
Maybe someday when the skies are clear
Our stars will shine... our happiness a destiny

TOP TEN COOL THINGS TO HAVE HAPPENED IN 2008

1) Getting Brad.. the love of my life!! (sorry darling..Brad is still number one)

2) Meeting Kim and the coolest bunch of friends I can ever hope for..I love you guys!!

3) Finding love again despite believing that it will never happen again for me.. thank you sayang

4) Being told that Im actually cute enough to model..TWICE! what are they..blind and retarded?

5) Earning more than twice what I did at the start of 2007, at the start of 2008

6) Discovering Salsa and Bellydancing

7) Starting this blog

8) Learning the true value of forgiveness and letting go of bitterness with my dad

9) Closing a certain chapter in my life...completely and for good! (im really really proud of myself on this one.. best decision ive made this year)

10) Rediscovering personal freedom and independence

TOP TEN THINGS ID LIKE TO ACHIEVE IN 2009 IN ORDER TO GIVE MY LIFE MORE MEANING BUT WHICH WILL NOT NECESSARILY DO SO WHEN I ACTUALLY DO (HUH?)

1) Date a rockstar

2) Become superb at berbalas pantun klasik melayu

3) Grow 3 inch taller and 2 inch slimmer..

4) Learn the art of telling the difference between sawi and salad at the market

5) Overcome my fear of dogs

6) Find newer and more creative ways of deflecting the question, "when are you getting married?"

7) Go on a soul searching journey to Timbuktu

8) Find out where Timbuktu is on the map first

9) Give Brad a facelift

10) Become hotter (oh wait..is that even possible)

TOP 10 QUESTIONS YOU WISH YOU DONT HAVE THE ANSWERS TO

1. Is my boyfriend a closeted Jonas Brothers fan gay?
   
2. Am I really nuts that stressed out?
   
3. Have the drugs kicked in yet?
   
4. Is this stuff legal?
   
5. Will we get caught?
   
6. Do I look fat in this?
   
7. Am I the only one who thinks that Afdlin Shauki is ultra sexy?
   
8. Did I just employ a monkey even though I didn't pay him peanuts?
   
9. Do I really wanna get married?
   
10. Is the kid really mine?
    
    
    

TOP 10 THINGS NOT TO DO ON A FIRST DATE

As recent as 3 weeks ago, I had an amazing first date! Really! The best one I've ever had in my entire life. The magical one where your outfit worked (thanks to Anfaal, Lina n Feroz), your date was hot and everything just went smoothly and you left with this wonderful magical feeling that you only watched in movies or read about in a Cheesy B-Grade Discount Bin Romance Novels fairy tale . I was so fortunate to experience this and even more fortunate to have this budding romance blossomed into something more. That's right folks..the President of the Singles Gedik Flirts Club hereby officially resigns... :) anyways.. below are some tips on what NOT to do on a first date so that you too may enjoy that one special magical night that could possibly lead to something more..

1) Talk about your fascination with intoxicating substances and how you spent the night before indulging in some

2) Come clean and admit that hazel is not your natural eye colour

3) Trip over a cute two year old and fall flat on your face on the way to the bathroom

4) Scream at the top of your lungs like you are going to die when your date almost ran into the back of a car with the bike you both were on

5) Point to that same two-year old Eurasian toddler at the next table and say how if your genes merged your kid will look exactly like that

6) Give in to option C-breakfast in bed, when given a choice of where to have breakfast for your second date

7) Spend a fortune doing your hair for the date despite knowing that you'd be chauferred around on a superbike whilst wearing a tight helmet

8) Suggest a club full of rempits, feng taus and wannabe school kids and let him think that its the coolest happiest place on earth after Disneyland

9) Laugh and snort so hard till the orange juice comes out of your nose

10) Spend more time talking to the suspiciously-gay amoi waitress than talking to your date